Berceuse In Chains


Scream inaudible to anyone
The blind grief and pain
Tears no one sees
Why was I detained?
Notes inaudible to anyone
It's blind teary notes
No one knows grieves
No one decern it

Rage... Dysphoria... Disapair... Fret...
I am cursing own karma
Silence and Fear... Hatred... Regret
I was smothering my sobbing
Reject... Wordless... Siddhi... Nihility
Days that time was ticked away
Chain and Dolour... Blood and Prayers
I despair of repeated days

Then you swayed by the twist of fate
And were pushed off the misty cliff
Then you were incarcerated with chill
In the cell that lingers in shade of psych

“ In a black brick jail cell
Gazed up the distant barred skylight
Bloodstained fingers slipped off
The chilling emotionless wall
The weary looking chained lad
He touches distant warmth of memories
And falls asleep to the same tomorrow, darkly...”

“ A touch of hope dwells into dreams that no one visits
When he unlieashes from chains,
And is dreaming the day that return to the eden... ”

The promised land is waiting for you
Wind said so and sing the berceuse
But there was not such a word
So there was not the promised land

“ The promised day comes for you
Your wish will be granted...
The promised day comes for you
Your wish will be granted... ”

Who are you that shroud me in black darkness?
I curse the fate that tied me to here
Tied hand and foot... covered my mouth...
I'm waiting for the day of salvation
I want the sunlight...
I wanna touch white wind...
Give me more rainwater...
Give to these numerous wounds the mercy

Rage... Dysphoria... Disapair... Fret...
I am cursing own karma
Silence and Fear... Hatred... Regret
I was smothering my sobbing
Reject... Wordless... Siddhi... Nihility
Days that time was ticked away
Chain and Dolour... Blood and Prayers
I despair of repeated days

“ Silence reads aloud poems of despairs to him ”

Deep in a pupilla... Deep in the dark...
To you all that was displayed on the skylight
Though I swing arms at you to get help
You left the spot unintentionally
Shadows that displayed there was phantasm all
Or are these foggy dreams I made unawares...?

God please help me, so though he urges...
Silence was snuggling to the lad
God please help me, so though he prays...
Bleak wind led the lad to frozen despairs

Lord, why are you lacerating me...?
Shoud not I invoke a wish and salvation...?
Though I invoked only one peaceful mercy,
Why did you have to give me crucibles...?
Lord, why are you confining me here...?
Should not I expect even a usual life...?
Though I was invoking only one peaceful love,
Why did I have to receive this kind of punishment...?

“ The hope was sealed by trinity of your chains... ”

Curses that were joined you
Fears that tied by yourself
Oppressions that tied by fates
Favors the unknowable bounds

Grudge that roar to absurdities
Burn down the insane karma
Hatred that nurtured by struggles
Burn off the dubious absurd karma

“ The promised day comes for you
Your wish will be granted...
The promised day comes for you
Your wish will be granted... ”

I can't escape anymore from here...
I may die unnoticed by all if this goes on...
Dear my life which wither on the vine...
Never expected such the end of my life
In the farthest reaches that no one beholds

I sigh my four limbs in chains and dreams of the promise
I'm crying out my lonesome tragedy of an unfullfilled wish
Time in chains made off with everything from me...

Lord, what did you do to me...?
Could it be that you did already forsake me?
Why did you have to give me crucibles...?
Lord, why are you confining me here...?
Should not I expect even a usual life...?
My sadness in chains... and the berceuse in chains...
Reach someone's ears...

Lacerated soul waits for
The unknowable's return
Like a lamb that seek the mother

When the ringing aria drops
It is time when ring the poet's death
No one wipes lad's cheek... Never...